Its true

The more that you avoid something the harder it is to finish!

I have 1 final. That's it. Well, I did have that huge paper, but now, during finals week I have one simple test. AND its really only a bunch of ID terms/people/events. Not a huge deal at all! In fact, I think there are only 10 questions.

So, why have I been putting it off all week???

That would be because I'm afraid of the testing center. I haven't had a final in the testing center in over a year and there's a reason for that. I picked a major that kept me out of that horrid building. I can't take tests there. I do horribly on tests that take place in the testing center. Not that I do all that well on tests in other locations, but its significantly worse there.

I'm scared of the lines. I'm scared of trying to find a seat. I'm scared of sitting down and making sure I don't look like a freak. I'm scared of my phone accidentally going off even though its powered off in my bag. I'm scared of the test. I'm scared of standing up once I've spent my solid 4o minutes trying to answer some questions. I'm scared that I'm going to trip over someone or their backpack and make a fool out of myself. But most of all I'm scared of the TV screens they have at the bottom of the stairs.

I NEVER look at the scores during finals week. Its way too depressing.

Basically, this final HAS to happen tonight. I still need to spend some serious time studying, but the test must be taken tonight.

Please pray that I don't have a mental breakdown when I walk through those doors. The last thing that I need is to make a scene.

Finals are the worst.